Exist or die

9/4/10

I dont want to live
yet i dont want to die
i feel at my end
yet i cant say goodbye

so much going on
i cant think clear

I dont want to die

just to dissapear

so many ways I could die

I could slit my wrist

but I dont wand to die

just not to exist

.

take me away I pray

this is my last plea

I dont want to die

just to not be

I still exist

maybe it was all just a lie

I dont want to exist

I just want to die