Topic: Depression/suicide
Gone
9/13/10
you think im happy
you think ive moved on
but ive never been the same
since youve been gone
i can only feel one thing
that is pain
ont care if its day or night
or if its shine or rain
i miss you
you think im fine
but that can only happen
if you are once again mine
Topic: Depression/suicide
Exist or die
9/4/10
I dont want to live
yet i dont want to die
i feel at my end
yet i cant say goodbye
so much going on
i cant think clear
I dont want to die
just to dissapear
so many ways I could die
I could slit my wrist
but I dont wand to die
just not to exist
.
take me away I pray
this is my last plea
I dont want to die
just to not be
I still exist
maybe it was all just a lie
I dont want to exist
I just want to die
Topic: Depression/suicide
hate is fate
Monday, June 21, 2010
i look at you
all i see is hate
you said youd never hurt me
but in the end its fate
i am at my end
i begin to pray
but i know its useless
because all you know is how to betray
nothing is as it seems
i thought i loved you
but all you know is how to hurt
you've shown that through and through
so much hurt please make it stop
so much pain
i wish it would end
but my wish is in vain
i want it to stop
i pray to the keeper of the stars
no more pain
no more scars
my cheeks wet no more
they are dry
no more tears to cry
there is no more to say... goodbye
